I have an internal bleed by Pree Dammond

I feel like I have an internal bleed.

I am happy, I have peace, but I am un-eased. I am blessed by God and for this reason, I have peace. My lively hood needs are met, for this reason I am happy, but I am un-eased.

With all the joy in the world at my foot rest, there is one desire that I can’t seem to put to rest. I have lost, when I have gain. I discovered love, in the course of passionate mingling in the rain.

I embraced her in my arm against the stone, and fell in love with her moans. I know this Woman, for 5 years I’ve known.

My past has caught up with me, so now I moan not in pleasure; it’s more like a Groan.

The internal bleed I speak of, comes from my heart. It’s like a small leak of part of who I am not. The old me is dying…even now as I write, it would seems as if I was crying for this woman whom I’ve known.

5 years it has been and in ever part I have grown. I have grown to realize life, and I have grown to see my own lies. I have grown from within like a Red-Wood, a strong man till I die.

I choose to prosper, even if I have to live with the pain. I choose to not foster, the doubt of not having more joys in the rain.

I welcome the storms of life with vulgar optimism. I love the tides of life…Ups and downs are more like adventures when I feel them.

I am an Aquarius man, and bear the mark of a King. I am blessed with Talents un-seen.

I feel like I have an internal bleed. There so much more to me….that most will never see.

I have an internal bleed, but the rest of me lives on to climb the highest mountain ever dreamed. I am Pree with the inheritance of the season of fall that brings vibrant colors to all.

By: Pree Dammond, Artist, Poet, Producer, Live personality Host.